Life Ramblings, Writing

Hey there you…yes you…


…the one soul reading my words at the moment…

…I see you and I’m kind of glad it’s just you and me, ya know?

…low pressure, if I lose you dear one…at least I’ve only myself to worry about writing the right words for…

…and that’s kind of nice?

…would Jen want to read what she’s writing, if she were not the one writing it?

…questionable…

…but then I re-read old posts sometimes and surprise myself.  I thought 26 year old Jen was a complete idiot, who knew she had some really meaningful things to say?

…I’m here on my blog at 2am right now, procrastinating the post I really should be writing…because it’s uncomfortable and unpopular…

…but at the same time, I think INFPs are uniquely able to see some things for what they are when others cannot…and it would be cowardly to cower in the corner and not put words down that might get a few people opening their minds to an alternate way of looking at things…

…I have a deep fear of being publicly wrong.  The kind of fear that turns your legs to jelly, puts a chill into your veins and leaves you feeling frozen in place, unable to act.

…will I let the fear get the better of me and say nothing?  It wouldn’t be the first time…

…but after all they are just words on a page…

…but words are pretty important to me…as far as ‘things’ go in this world, words are right up there with breath, love, shelter and physical safety for me…

…cleanliness is lower down the list than words…

…often cooking dinner or getting myself breakfast is lower down the list than words…

…getting up and going to the loo even though I’ve needed to go for over an hour is lower down the list than words…

…but really the procrastination is getting a little out of hand at this point…

…so I release you random post at 2am…

…you are free to go whilst I begin writing the thing I truly sat down to write…

 

xoxo

Jen the INFP

 

2 thoughts on “Hey there you…yes you…”

  1. I beg you to write even if it only helps you. However, book are written and even when we don’t agree with that book it help us understand what we stand for all the more. So, write and help others too.

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    1. I’m so sorry it’s taken me so long to respond to you Heather. Thank you so much for the encouragement to write 🙂 I needed it 🙂 and I hadn’t thought of it that way, that writing things people disagree with still has value. With everything going on at the moment it seems really self indulgent to put thoughts down, but I know it will help to just be communicating rather than holding it all inside my head.

      I hope you and your family are doing okay at the moment?

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