I’m not particularly good at it…
Over the years I’ve completely lost that middle ground between aspiring to better myself (and constantly berating myself for not having achieved perfection already!) and complete acceptance that who I am today is all I’ll ever be (and feeling like a complete failure).
This applies to all aspects of my life:
- …and everything in between (my driving for example)
It’s a horrible thing…lacking ambition…
The problem is….that for every time I jump into something whole heartedly and do it obsessively for a random period of time before losing momentum….I become a little more cynical with myself.